Step

Earn a degree in fine arts. even Education and Management.
I am greedy to hope for these opportunities
Should I? Either take one
Complicated...

I scare......my future is zero.......>.<
Sometimes i just feel like helpless
haiz....

Anita said:

you have a tendency to be lazy,
you'll have to watch your back at work.
People close to you realize that you have a talent in designing,
but you'll find a lot of speculation concerning your ideas.
Forget about them and do what you enjoy doing.

Thats true!